argh..
i'm a confuse child now..
i don't know what i want..

maybe i'm too stressful that's why my stomach aches never stops..
no medicine can help me ease the pain..
like the chinese saying...
"心病就需心药医.."

travel overseas to study?
or stop studying?

i really don't know...

like what i was saying...
my result is too pathetic for me to study in singapore..
my result i meant my A level result...

therefore..
i'm in the state of confusion..

one of my secondary circle of friends told me..
"go look for ur best friends, they are the ones who r supposed to love n support u
if u can't find - sorry to say that - then u gota re-think about ur life.
tt's y back to the basics - if the foundation is wrong, nothing will be right. get ur priorities right"

what one person told me was to consult my close friends or my family members..
to that advise..
i did..

but...
the answers that they gave didn't give me any confidence nor opinions..

my family..
my brother didn't give me any reply..
my mom said she's worried and what about finance and she didn't really mind what decision i make..
my dad don't meddle with my affairs...

my friends..
think i should go..
since i'm interested and it is best to pursue what i think is most beneficial..

but there is one who said to me..
i might not be the material to study..
i think it might be true..
for my current result sucks..

and btw..
i seldom contact all my friends...
partially due to laziness and i'm utterly busy...

i dunno...
argh...