<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235</id><updated>2011-11-28T08:21:42.535+08:00</updated><category term='overseas'/><category term='mental torture'/><category term='research'/><category term='CC'/><category term='studies'/><category term='full'/><category term='indecisive'/><category term='death'/><category term='interesting and exciting topics'/><category term='ups and downs...'/><category term='happy'/><category term='blockage'/><category term='income'/><category term='hope'/><category term='&quot;DEAREST&quot;'/><category term='disappointment'/><category term='passion'/><category term='wishes'/><category 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/&gt;Sorry people for not contacting your...&lt;br /&gt;Been the busiest time the past few months...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Busiest in term of mentally n physically please!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh!~&lt;br /&gt;Recently join Jessi with her blogshop!~&lt;br /&gt;Hope more people patronage it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="httP://www.rainb0wpopsicles.blogspot.com"&gt;http://www.rainb0wpopsicles.blogspot.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;New collection coming up!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And my dearest!~&lt;br /&gt;You know who you are...&lt;br /&gt;*hint hint*&lt;br /&gt;Starts with "J" ends with "E" for her first name...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I missed you so much please!~&lt;br /&gt;Don't let me lose you!~&lt;br /&gt;Maybe I should initiate sometime soon!~&lt;br /&gt;But I don't know what to do!~&lt;br /&gt;So please tell me what would be the most happy thing you would like to do???&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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good!~'/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-2662098030519034073</id><published>2009-02-07T02:04:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-02-07T02:40:38.205+08:00</updated><title type='text'>*NOTICE*</title><content type='html'>JOB HUNTING!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I looking for employment opportunities which allows me to travel most of the time...&lt;br /&gt;(Pay mustn't be too low obviously... If not I can't survive and further study in future...)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Looking for sponsorship for overseas studies...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here goes the story of why I can't continue my A levels...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;During the EOY exam, I missed 3 papers...&lt;br /&gt;But I did have my MCs with me...&lt;br /&gt;That IRRITATING principal did not allow me to continue study there and asked me to leave the school..&lt;br /&gt;But in my report slip I &lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;"&gt;PASSED&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;ALL&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;SUBJECTS!~&lt;br /&gt;Went down to asked for staying...&lt;br /&gt;I know I am a retainee...&lt;br /&gt;But does that mean I won't study hard?&lt;br /&gt;Crap!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's not that I didn't want to study...&lt;br /&gt;It's just I am sick for that time...&lt;br /&gt;Gosh...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And out of my 3 years there...&lt;br /&gt;It was the first time I missed my exams!~&lt;br /&gt;And I know what he's suspecting...&lt;br /&gt;I skipped the papers cause I was too afraid!~&lt;br /&gt;But hell no!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I didn't...&lt;br /&gt;I couldn't make it cause of gastric...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Does that mean that he wants me to faint on the way to school, during the exam or after??&lt;br /&gt;Will then he be happy?&lt;br /&gt;Gosh...&lt;br /&gt;What on earth is this school principal thinking??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next thing I know when the class list of 2009 is out...&lt;br /&gt;My name is in it!~&lt;br /&gt;GOSH!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went to school and asked my teacher...&lt;br /&gt;And he said it was a mistake...&lt;br /&gt;Crap...&lt;br /&gt;All the rest that were superannuated didn't have their names there...&lt;br /&gt;But why mine is present?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I "don't" think I understand...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But well...&lt;br /&gt;If that's what the education system in SINGAPORE is...&lt;br /&gt;So be it...&lt;br /&gt;HAH!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Singapore encourages us to continue study...&lt;br /&gt;But reality does not seems to proved it so...&lt;br /&gt;Look...&lt;br /&gt;The number of UNIVERSITIES in Singapore...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know it's limited due to limited space...&lt;br /&gt;But are such big universities required?&lt;br /&gt;Like how can't the buildings be taller?&lt;br /&gt;And why can't the capacity of students increase?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since THEY can't...&lt;br /&gt;Why accept so many foreign students when SINGAPOREANS who wanna study in universities could not enter due to no vacancies?&lt;br /&gt;Why accept foreign talents if THEY want to nurture more local leaders or talents?&lt;br /&gt;If accepting foreign students meant so much more benefits, why not just nurture found talents and forgo your so called "goal" of NURTURING NEW LEADERS!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since THEY are so rich...&lt;br /&gt;Why not be like other countries' THEY to spare more money for educations?&lt;br /&gt;Like more loans for educations else where rather than confined area?&lt;br /&gt;THEY would only spend if they knew their talents...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If they fine the odds favourable to them...&lt;br /&gt;I just hope that their found GEMS would not fail and and be forever GEMS...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;New talents means bigger gamble...&lt;br /&gt;XD&lt;br /&gt;Hope people would be willing to dare to gamble more...&lt;br /&gt;SO much so for encouraging local entrepreneurs when even THEY did not show such gambles...&lt;br /&gt;Haiz...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SO DISAPPOINTED in the SYSTEM which I GREW UP IN...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SO much for nurturing new leaders...&lt;br /&gt;Now on to my next little story of SINGAPORE goal of NURTURING NEW LEADERS...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Look...&lt;br /&gt;THEY always say and everywhere (schools, advertisements,companies, etc.) else promotes the goal of nurturing new leaders...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;GOSH...&lt;br /&gt;Look at the leaders standing in your school...&lt;br /&gt;Look at the leaders in the political system...&lt;br /&gt;Ain't connections important?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Indeed they deserves the place to a certain extent...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For example, schools always put the leaders which were leaders from their alma mater before.&lt;br /&gt;Which is ridiculous...&lt;br /&gt;Since he's already been leader once...&lt;br /&gt;Why let him continue to have the job when others haven't been in that position?&lt;br /&gt;Why not give others a chance?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another example which has happened real close by...&lt;br /&gt;My bro and his friend got arrested for gang fight...&lt;br /&gt;But yeah...&lt;br /&gt;They deserved punishment...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But hell with how were the punishments determined...&lt;br /&gt;My brother with only and ITE graduate VS a "A"Level Top Scorer...&lt;br /&gt;That "elite" person got a lighter punishment as compared to my bro even if that "elite" did most of the violent actions...&lt;br /&gt;HELL with backgrounds!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If the environment I grow up in always say that no matter what&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; "君子犯罪于素民同罪"...&lt;br /&gt;BULL SHIT!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;Whatever they've been promoting for nurturing new leaders are bullshits...&lt;br /&gt;All they does is just fear of gambling on unpolished "stones"...&lt;br /&gt;All they does is CONTINUE TO POLISH WHAT IS ALREADY SHINY...&lt;br /&gt;That leaves other unpolished "stones" to be continue undiscovered it's worth...&lt;br /&gt;It's not like those unpolished stones are cut open jade's stone...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SO much with education here...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: arial;font-size:100%;" &gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;em style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div 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title='*NOTICE*'/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-2988142918679791740</id><published>2009-02-07T01:18:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-02-07T01:23:12.380+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='blockage'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='studies'/><title type='text'>I'm back!~</title><content type='html'>Busy busy!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once I told my friend...&lt;br /&gt;Which was like just a few minutes ago...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She said I sure did my homework sia...&lt;br /&gt;SO...&lt;br /&gt;I replied her...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OBVIOUSLY!~&lt;br /&gt;Last time is desperate only...&lt;br /&gt;But now I'm damn desperate...&lt;br /&gt;She laughed...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey people!~&lt;br /&gt;But that's the fact...&lt;br /&gt;I'm no longer young!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had fun time anyway!~&lt;br /&gt;Now JOB HUNTING!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stupid SIA...&lt;br /&gt;All about HEIGHTS and LOOKS!~&lt;br /&gt;Gosh...&lt;br /&gt;Give up for now...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;STUDIES!~&lt;br /&gt;You're still my ultimate goal...&lt;br /&gt;But a blurry one!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haha...&lt;br /&gt;I got no clear goal but I know I just wanna study...&lt;br /&gt;XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;RIDICULOUS?&lt;br /&gt;YES!~&lt;br /&gt;I KNOW IT DAMN WELL....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-2988142918679791740?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-5118701261132293389</id><published>2008-11-19T00:43:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-19T00:49:40.556+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='beauty'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='money'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='pain'/><title type='text'>WISDOM TOOTH is a HINDRANCE</title><content type='html'>Went for Wisdom tooth surgery today...&lt;br /&gt;Extracted 6 teeth...&lt;br /&gt;2 Wisdom Tooth surgical extraction....&lt;br /&gt;Followed by 4 pre-molar tooth...&lt;br /&gt;:}&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But i forgot to bring the referral letter la..&lt;br /&gt;Like I so got it yesterday...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Alexandra Hospital nurses are extremely friendly and nice la...&lt;br /&gt;Gosh...&lt;br /&gt;:}&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After the surgery...&lt;br /&gt;I work up...&lt;br /&gt;I was damn active...&lt;br /&gt;The nurses praised me...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But since I was scared of needles...&lt;br /&gt;I had general anesthesia first before having the needle poked into my hand...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think the blood came out of my nose during surgery...&lt;br /&gt;Cause there were dried blood in my nose...&lt;br /&gt;Gross right...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After that rest to 4pm then go home...&lt;br /&gt;Whew!~~&lt;br /&gt;Extremely tedious la...&lt;br /&gt;Haha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Somemore after subsidies it still cost around S$1.4k...&lt;br /&gt;Slightly more la...&lt;br /&gt;But that's like damn expensive please...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-5118701261132293389?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-2440937172040484241</id><published>2008-11-19T00:36:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-19T00:43:00.103+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='happy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='full'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='fun'/><title type='text'>Outing with Jessilyn and Yin Whee</title><content type='html'>I met up with Jessilyn and Yin Whee...&lt;br /&gt;Went to get polyclinic referral letter first though...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Was late...&lt;br /&gt;And since the sky was dark...&lt;br /&gt;We didn't proceed to Orchard as planned...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So we went to VIVO instead...&lt;br /&gt;Watched Magadasca 2...&lt;br /&gt;Was extremely funny...&lt;br /&gt;Go watch please...&lt;br /&gt;Haha...&lt;br /&gt;After that shopped round...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went and eat at our usual place...&lt;br /&gt;Secret Recipe...&lt;br /&gt;All of us had kid's meal...&lt;br /&gt;I had Fish n Chip...&lt;br /&gt;They both had burgers...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They changed the alphabets fries to Star, Moon and Sun fries la...&lt;br /&gt;But I so prefer the alphabets one...&lt;br /&gt;It's much much much nicer...&lt;br /&gt;After that I had gourmet pie..&lt;br /&gt;But I couldn't finish it...&lt;br /&gt;For it has too much corn...&lt;br /&gt;And the soup is thicker...&lt;br /&gt;And with more pepper...&lt;br /&gt;And bigger than the last time...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I so DON'T LIKE the NEW VERSION....&lt;br /&gt;Both of them had Chocolate Banana cake though...&lt;br /&gt;:}&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After that went to walk around...&lt;br /&gt;But wasn't productive...&lt;br /&gt;Haha...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-2440937172040484241?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/2440937172040484241/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=2440937172040484241' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/2440937172040484241'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/2440937172040484241'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/11/outing-with-jessilyn-and-yin-whee.html' title='Outing with Jessilyn and Yin Whee'/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-8820612883936537300</id><published>2008-11-10T01:20:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-10T01:45:13.169+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='ups and downs...'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='friends'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='love'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='plastic'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Damn!~&lt;br /&gt;Can never understand them...&lt;br /&gt;So what...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Damn...&lt;br /&gt;If they are really your friends...&lt;br /&gt;They don't have to wait till you're like F***ing wasted than they come giving you advices and help...&lt;br /&gt;So what if I'm not opening up to you?&lt;br /&gt;Why can't you just realize from the small details that i chatted and consulted your?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So what if whatever I've done might seem BIMBOTIC to your...&lt;br /&gt;I feel that I've done the right choice...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For friends...&lt;br /&gt;Who actually really sincerely care about someone...&lt;br /&gt;Often they are fake like porcelain dolls...&lt;br /&gt;Who actually fully understood someone without needing to be so straightforward...&lt;br /&gt;I only knew someone from my past who could do that...&lt;br /&gt;However, since we parted...&lt;br /&gt;It seems it can never return back to our past days...&lt;br /&gt;How silly and stupid of me to think it that way even though I've put in full effort...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whether someone is worth the price for you to pay, is something which you think how much value it has it...&lt;br /&gt;Gone with no price for it's eternal value...&lt;br /&gt;There's never been something without price if you actually thought it through thoroughly...&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes, we might not mean any value to anyone...&lt;br /&gt;It's just all fate and relationship interlinking us all together to show the "true" value...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since the environment doesn't allow one to be so open about everything...&lt;br /&gt;Don't force her like those Christian would...&lt;br /&gt;Let her open up by having her have faith in you...&lt;br /&gt;NEVER by FORCE!~&lt;br /&gt;Be it word force or others...&lt;br /&gt;Even though whatever you've given, there's still no positive signs...&lt;br /&gt;It's means something...&lt;br /&gt;There could be alot of possible reasons for it...&lt;br /&gt;However, each individual case might differ from one another...&lt;br /&gt;So do not, emphasizing DO NOT, stereotype them...&lt;br /&gt;By thinking it's the majority or what so ever...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;After the surprised conversation with MORVEN!~&lt;br /&gt;It made me even more pissed and feel nauseous about him...&lt;br /&gt;Gosh...&lt;br /&gt;Whether he wanna act SAINT...&lt;br /&gt;Or what ever like being a true friend...&lt;br /&gt;I don't give a damn for you've never showed me you're my TRUE FRIEND...&lt;br /&gt;I've only acknowledge a few, or should I say one or two so far...&lt;br /&gt;Gosh...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whatever it is...&lt;br /&gt;I hate that I'm wasted...&lt;br /&gt;It's just...&lt;br /&gt;I don't how else to get myself lighten up despite constant saying from my mom to ask me lighten up...&lt;br /&gt;I did...&lt;br /&gt;However, I'm slightly remorseful over it...&lt;br /&gt;I did say out what I want...&lt;br /&gt;At least from what I can remember...&lt;br /&gt;I felt like I'm my mom's child again...&lt;br /&gt;Though I've always been...&lt;br /&gt;Even though sometimes you have a perfect family...&lt;br /&gt;It doesn't always let you think that you will feel secure in your family...&lt;br /&gt;I whine to her after such a long time...&lt;br /&gt;I meant true whines about everything...&lt;br /&gt;I can't really remember everything...&lt;br /&gt;But I remembered she cried with me and made me hurt so much...&lt;br /&gt;That I felt her love for me at 100%...&lt;br /&gt;Be it only for that moment...&lt;br /&gt;I felt contented with it...&lt;br /&gt;I only need just a single moment now...&lt;br /&gt;It's enough to pull me right up from everything...&lt;br /&gt;I don't need constant support...&lt;br /&gt;Just every once in a blue moon please...&lt;br /&gt;I'm backed to being myself...&lt;br /&gt;Though still insecure and everything...&lt;br /&gt;But I felt revived that I can do anything once again...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I felt that as I've grown older...&lt;br /&gt;I'm more emotional and weaker..&lt;br /&gt;I'm more prone to giving in to factors affecting me...&lt;br /&gt;Maybe a few days ago I feel I might continue to be affected by it negatively...&lt;br /&gt;However...&lt;br /&gt;Now, I feel energized that I can overcome everything because of that MOMENT...&lt;br /&gt;The right moment created for me...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-8820612883936537300?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/8820612883936537300/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=8820612883936537300' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/8820612883936537300'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/8820612883936537300'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/11/damn-can-never-understand-them.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-9200053867742121834</id><published>2008-11-05T17:25:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-05T21:56:34.698+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='research'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='passion'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='diligent'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='CC'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='disappointment'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>More posting on Cabin Crew!~&lt;br /&gt;Here comes my passionate research and diligent research...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Qatar Airway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="postbody"&gt;Singapore - SINGAPORE&lt;br /&gt;Open Day : 15th November 2008 09:00 am&lt;br /&gt;Venue : Hilton Hotel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cathay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Helvetica;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;div align="justify"&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Helvetica;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;We are looking for an exceptional individual to assist with the management of our Cabin Crew &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;Base in Singapore. This position will be based in Singapore, reporting to the Cabin Crew Base &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;Manager, Singapore and Bangkok.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                &lt;table width="100%" border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0"&gt;         &lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;          &lt;td bgcolor="#000000"&gt;          &lt;table width="100%" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"&gt;           &lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;            &lt;td&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6HTML/CommonImages/indicator.gif" align="absmiddle" hspace="3" /&gt;              &lt;a alt="www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS122588001"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:tahoma;font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Cabin Crew Base Executive&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;            &lt;td align="right"&gt; &lt;span style="font-family:tahoma;font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Post Date: 11 Oct 08&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;                       &lt;/tr&gt;          &lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;          &lt;/td&gt;         &lt;/tr&gt;         &lt;tr&gt;          &lt;td style="font-family: 'Tahoma'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 11px; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;" class="HTMLEditor_P_Style"&gt;          &lt;span&gt;&lt;!--HTMLEditor--&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Helvetica-Bold;"&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Helvetica-Bold;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;"&gt;Key Responsibilities:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;Performance Management of crew.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;Personnel and administration for the base.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;Operational functions including pre flight planning.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;Ensure clear communication with crew and other departments.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt; Requirements:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;This role is based at Singapore Changi Airport and will require shift work, including shifts at night and over weekends.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;The successful candidate will have a diploma graduate with airline management experience and a flexible approach to work. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;Previous experience as a Flight Attendant with a proven flair for exceptional customer service would be an additional advantage.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;"&gt;To apply, please forward your resume to Geok Hong Lim, Personnel &amp;amp; Administration Manager at &lt;span style="color:#0000ff;"&gt;&lt;a href="mailto:singhl@cathaypacific.com" target="blank"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;singhl@cathaypacific.com&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;"&gt;. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;The closing date for applications is &lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="color:#ff0000;"&gt;October 10, 2008.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial,helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Only shortlisted candidates will be notified.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;         &lt;/tr&gt;         &lt;tr&gt;          &lt;td align="middle"&gt;          &lt;table width="90%" border="0" cellpadding="1" cellspacing="0"&gt;           &lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;            &lt;td bgcolor="#999999"&gt;            &lt;table class="black8" width="100%" border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0"&gt;                &lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;                 &lt;td width="5"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;                 &lt;td class="black8" width="100" align="left" height="17"&gt;Career Level                 &lt;/td&gt;                 &lt;td class="black8"&gt;Middle&lt;/td&gt;                &lt;/tr&gt;                                          &lt;tr bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;              &lt;td width="5"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8" width="100" align="left" height="17"&gt;Qualification&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8"&gt;Diploma                       &lt;/td&gt;             &lt;/tr&gt;             &lt;tr bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;              &lt;td width="5"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8" width="100" align="left" height="17"&gt;Yr(s) Exp&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8"&gt;N/A&lt;/td&gt;             &lt;/tr&gt;              &lt;tr bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;               &lt;td width="5"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;               &lt;td class="black8" valign="top" width="100" align="left" height="17"&gt;Job Category&lt;/td&gt;               &lt;td class="black8"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=6%7C0"&gt;Airline&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=21%7C0"&gt;Customer Service&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=35%7C0"&gt;Hospitality&lt;/a&gt; / &lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=35%7C0"&gt;Hotel Services&lt;/a&gt; - &lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=35%7C999"&gt;Others&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=39%7C0"&gt;Junior Executive&lt;/a&gt; - &lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=39%7C999"&gt;Others&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.jobsdb.com.sg/SG/EN/V6/JS/JobSearch/JobSearch.asp?PN=JobListing&amp;amp;JA=999%7C0"&gt;Others&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;             &lt;/tr&gt;                 &lt;tr bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;              &lt;td width="5"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8" width="100" align="left" height="17"&gt;Zonal Segregation&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8"&gt;Any                                 &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;                             &lt;tr bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;              &lt;td width="5"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8" width="100" align="left" height="17"&gt;Salary&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8"&gt;Not Specified / Negotiable&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;/tr&gt;              &lt;tr bgcolor="#eeeeee"&gt;              &lt;td width="5"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8" width="100" align="left" height="17"&gt;Job Type&lt;/td&gt;              &lt;td class="black8"&gt;Full Time, Permanent&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;British Airway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="postbody"&gt;BA crew based in Singapore&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Singaporean citizen only.&lt;br /&gt;- Min 5 GCE O level credits including English and chinese&lt;br /&gt;- good health with normal eyesight&lt;br /&gt;- Fluently in Englihs and Mandarin&lt;br /&gt;- At least 158 cm&lt;br /&gt;- passport with a min of 1 year validity&lt;br /&gt;- At least one year customer service experience&lt;br /&gt;- male applicants completed or exempted from NS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;document to be submitted before 14 November:&lt;br /&gt;-a recent passport size photo&lt;br /&gt;-a full legth 4R photo&lt;br /&gt;-copy of your O level certificate, NRIC and passport&lt;br /&gt;-a daytime telephone contact number&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**incomplete applications will be rejected**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Interview will be held in December 2008 and January 2009&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="postbody"&gt;The address to send your application per below:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;British Airways&lt;br /&gt;International Cabin Crew Singapore&lt;br /&gt;P.O. Box 24, Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 1&lt;br /&gt;Singapore 918141&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And for the other question, first criteria of the ad states "Singapore Citizen only" hi-lighted in bold... so I guess there's no point trying your luck if otherwise...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="postbody"&gt;JAL not recruiting..&lt;br /&gt;SIA as stated below...&lt;br /&gt;Emirates not qualified for it...&lt;br /&gt;So I shall not post...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-9200053867742121834?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/9200053867742121834/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=9200053867742121834' title='0 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scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='wishes'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='death'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='evil'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>BORING!~&lt;br /&gt;I've been having evil thought today...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cursing people to die for my selfish desire...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haha!~&lt;br /&gt;But sometimes I really do wish them dead...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unfortunately...&lt;br /&gt;Things don't go as I wish...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-1561947616922496256?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/1561947616922496256/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-8926799570836825343</id><published>2008-11-04T15:19:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-04T15:26:38.646+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='failed'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='income'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='overseas'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='jaw dropped'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hope'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I know my status...&lt;br /&gt;OUT!~&lt;br /&gt;Haha!~&lt;br /&gt;I knew it...&lt;br /&gt;So wasn't that disappointed...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BUT........&lt;br /&gt;I hope my paper will pass...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;I just saw the fees for 2009 international students...&lt;br /&gt;SO bloody expensive can...&lt;br /&gt;They increased by minimum 1K please!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gosh!~&lt;br /&gt;How I wish can go there sooner...&lt;br /&gt;Anyway wanna be my sugar daddy or suger mummy?&lt;br /&gt;Please contact me ASAP!~&lt;br /&gt;HAHAHA...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-8926799570836825343?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/8926799570836825343/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=8926799570836825343' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/8926799570836825343'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/8926799570836825343'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/11/i-know-my-status.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-8353741248278958196</id><published>2008-11-04T02:44:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-04T02:51:11.038+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='indecisive'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='A Level'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='disappointment'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Finally...&lt;br /&gt;Exams FINISHED!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Geography DRQ was bloody difficult please...&lt;br /&gt;I can't do the first question, and I skipped the whole thing...&lt;br /&gt;Losing 12 MARKS!~&lt;br /&gt;12 FREAK MARKS...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gosh...&lt;br /&gt;Essay was tricky...&lt;br /&gt;Hope I can pass..&lt;br /&gt;At least the bare minimum pass...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;Was pondering over whether to go for interview for SIA again...&lt;br /&gt;Haha...&lt;br /&gt;They have new recruitment...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BUT!~&lt;br /&gt;DAMN IT!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My wisdom tooth extraction is on 18 NOVEMBER please!~&lt;br /&gt;And the interview is like on 23 NOVEMBER!~&lt;br /&gt;How to recover form my swollen face to talk..&lt;br /&gt;Don't tell me is possible...&lt;br /&gt;Cause I'm removing 6 teeth at one go...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BRAVE right...&lt;br /&gt;Haha...&lt;br /&gt;I know!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;Details are below...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="indent"&gt;&lt;div class="header"&gt;&lt;span id="#Header1"&gt;Singaporean/ Malaysian Cabin Crew. (Residing in Singapore)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                              &lt;div class="indent"&gt;We will be conducting a recruitment exercise for &lt;strong&gt;Flight Stewardess/ Steward&lt;/strong&gt; in Singapore. If you meet the following standards, we will be pleased to receive your application.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  &lt;div class="indent"&gt;&lt;div class="subheader"&gt;&lt;span id="#SubHeader1"&gt;Requirements&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  &lt;div class="indent"&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Singapore or Malaysian citizenship&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Females who are at least 1.58m; Males who are at least 1.65m in height&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Degree/ Diploma&lt;br /&gt;OR&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;At least 2 GCE ‘A’-level credits and 2 ‘O’-level credits including General Paper in the GCE ‘A’-level examination&lt;br /&gt;OR&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;At least 5 GCE ‘O’-level credits including English and working experience&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;For Malaysian qualifications at SPM level, at least 5 credits including a minimum grade of B4 in English and working experience is required&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Completed, are exempted from, or are not liable for National Service. Those in the process of completing NS may also apply.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Preference will be given to candidates who are able to speak foreign languages or are experienced in customer service. Interested applicants graduating by &lt;strong&gt;May 2009&lt;/strong&gt; may also apply.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  &lt;div class="indent"&gt;&lt;div class="subheader"&gt;&lt;span id="#SubHeader2"&gt;Training&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  &lt;div class="indent"&gt;Our comprehensive 4 months training program will cover topics such as:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt; &lt;div&gt;Product Knowledge including Food &amp;amp; Beverage&lt;/div&gt; &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt; &lt;div&gt;Service Procedures&lt;/div&gt; &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt; &lt;div&gt;Passenger Handling&lt;/div&gt; &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt; &lt;div&gt;Deportment &amp;amp; Grooming&lt;/div&gt; &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt; &lt;div&gt;Language &amp;amp; Communication Skills&lt;/div&gt; &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt; &lt;div&gt;Safety Equipment Procedures&lt;/div&gt; &lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt; &lt;div&gt;First Aid&lt;/div&gt; &lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;  &lt;p&gt;On successful completion of training you will commence flying duties..&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  &lt;div class="indent"&gt;&lt;div class="subheader"&gt;&lt;span id="#SubHeader3"&gt;Remuneration &amp;amp; Service Benefits&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  &lt;div class="indent"&gt;A monthly allowance will be provided during training. Upon graduation, you can look forward to a basic salary and various allowances amounting to about $3,500 a month. In addition, there will be an annual wage supplement of one month’s basic salary and profit-sharing bonus. You will also be entitled to free travel to any SIA destination once a year and enjoy discounted travel at other times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  &lt;div class="indent"&gt;&lt;div class="subheader"&gt;&lt;span id="#SubHeader4"&gt;APPLICATION DETAILS&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;                                                                  Walk-In interviews will be conducted on &lt;strong&gt;23 November 2008&lt;/strong&gt; at:   &lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Sheraton Towers Singapore Hotel&lt;br /&gt;2nd Level – Ballroom 2&lt;br /&gt;39 Scotts Road&lt;br /&gt;Singapore 228230&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p&gt;Please bring the following documents for registration at &lt;strong&gt;Sheraton Towers Singapore Hotel&lt;/strong&gt; between &lt;strong&gt;9am and 3pm&lt;/strong&gt; on &lt;strong&gt;23 November 2008&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Completed &lt;a href="http://www.singaporeair.com/saa/en_UK/docs/company_info/careers/cabin_crew/WalkInApplnForm_2008.doc" target="_blank"&gt;application form&lt;/a&gt; with passport-sized photograph attached&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Original(s) of:&lt;br /&gt;a) your birth certificate&lt;br /&gt;b) all educational certificates&lt;br /&gt;c) identity card&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-8353741248278958196?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/8353741248278958196/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=8353741248278958196' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/8353741248278958196'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/8353741248278958196'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/11/finally.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-450735203669362109</id><published>2008-11-02T20:53:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-11-02T22:16:07.240+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='interesting and exciting topics'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='xiaxue'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='crap'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Can't sleep well...&lt;br /&gt;Went to work...&lt;br /&gt;Everything was ordinary...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But was surprise that our normally mood-swing doctor is extremely gentle today...&lt;br /&gt;Was gossiping about him with my colleague after work at lunch today...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Reached home...&lt;br /&gt;Read celebrities blogs...&lt;br /&gt;First time reading them...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Came across the well-known XIAXUE's blog...&lt;br /&gt;It's kinda interesting how her views actually stand out so much...&lt;br /&gt;Partly it...&lt;br /&gt;Since I like to look at pictures to draw them...&lt;br /&gt;I took notice of all the pictures...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I came across a camera...&lt;br /&gt;Canon PowerShot E1...&lt;br /&gt;I'm so gonna buy it please!~&lt;br /&gt;Muahahaha....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm a tech freak la...&lt;br /&gt;So waste money on them...&lt;br /&gt;And not fully utilizing them is my forte!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A Level tomorrow...&lt;br /&gt;And I'm like not freaking revising...&lt;br /&gt;Gosh!~&lt;br /&gt;Ha!~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-450735203669362109?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/450735203669362109/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=450735203669362109' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/450735203669362109'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/450735203669362109'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/11/cant-sleep-well.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-1839885879391889243</id><published>2008-10-31T00:16:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-31T00:28:01.444+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Had my re-test today...&lt;br /&gt;Was extremely difficult please...&lt;br /&gt;Economics...&lt;br /&gt;Out to kill..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Heard from Yin Whee the questions are from Hua Chong Junior College and Raffles Junior College all those..&lt;br /&gt;Shit man...&lt;br /&gt;Told my mom they out to kill already...&lt;br /&gt;Don't believe me..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haiz...&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;Now my focus is on H1 Geography and interview for tomorrow...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Dear Estee Lau , &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;We refer to your application for the position of Cabin Crew. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt;We would be pleased if you could present yourself for interviews at &lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: blue;"&gt;1500h, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: blue;"&gt;31 OCTOBER &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: blue;"&gt;2008&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: blue;"&gt; (Friday)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: blue;"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt;You should report at the &lt;strong&gt;CLC Lobby, Level 1, SIA Training Centre, &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt;720&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt; Upper Changi Road East, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt;Singapore&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt; 486852.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; color: black;"&gt;You are required to bring &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;the following documents:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="line-height: 12pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: -18pt; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;·&lt;span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;         &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;The print-out of your completed application form &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: -18pt; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;·&lt;span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;         &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Passport-sized photograph &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: -18pt; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;·&lt;span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;         &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Originals of:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: -18pt; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;a)&lt;span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;       &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;your birth certificate&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: -18pt; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;b)&lt;span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;       &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;all educational certificates&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: -18pt; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;c)&lt;span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;       &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;Certificate of National Service (if applicable)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: -18pt; text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;d)&lt;span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal;"&gt;       &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;re-entry permit card (for Singapore PR)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style="text-indent: 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style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;Regards,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;div style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Verdana;"&gt;SIA Cabin Crew Recruitment&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm extremely nervous please...&lt;br /&gt;But I have little confidence in getting in anyway...&lt;br /&gt;I've never seen a air-stewardess with imperfect teeth...&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;Kind of prepared myself...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But way to introduce myself is not prepared yet..&lt;br /&gt;Shit shit shit...&lt;br /&gt;I hope and wish I can enter into SIA...&lt;br /&gt;Then save up to go overseas study...&lt;br /&gt;Or have scholarship to do aviation...&lt;br /&gt;:D:D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;Tomorrow meeting up with Si Wei and Shi Ying for lunch at NUS...&lt;br /&gt;After that will be heading down for my interview...&lt;br /&gt;Wish me luck man...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got to go...&lt;br /&gt;Sleep early...&lt;br /&gt;So no puffy eyes no dark dark rings...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tend to have darker rings when I sleep late...&lt;br /&gt;For my face color would be paler...&lt;br /&gt;I'll look like a ghost...&lt;br /&gt;So I need to tann more..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please people..&lt;br /&gt;I can go tann already...&lt;br /&gt;Hippy dee doo pidee pop...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-1839885879391889243?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/1839885879391889243/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=1839885879391889243' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/1839885879391889243'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/1839885879391889243'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/10/had-my-re-test-today.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-2911712255013853385</id><published>2008-10-18T13:01:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-18T13:07:23.327+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>wanted to blog but no time...&lt;br /&gt;about my current status...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*SUPERANNUATED*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the ironic thing is that i passed all subjects except H1 geography...&lt;br /&gt;Anyway...&lt;br /&gt;Decided to appeal...&lt;br /&gt;And gamble once more...&lt;br /&gt;If really can't then come out to work...&lt;br /&gt;After that then consider studying...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That's life...&lt;br /&gt;Not everything goes according to wishes...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But...&lt;br /&gt;My mind is still set on one thing though...&lt;br /&gt;A joke out of it was made by myself...&lt;br /&gt;Dumb...&lt;br /&gt;But, yeah...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-2911712255013853385?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/2911712255013853385/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=2911712255013853385' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/2911712255013853385'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/2911712255013853385'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/10/wanted-to-blog-but-no-time.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-1630380365749553336</id><published>2008-10-13T14:40:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-13T14:42:18.095+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>don't plan to go to school anymore...&lt;br /&gt;don't think i'll continue study...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that's all i'm gonna say for now...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-1630380365749553336?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/1630380365749553336/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=1630380365749553336' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/1630380365749553336'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/1630380365749553336'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/10/dont-plan-to-go-to-school-anymore.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-4884452117128651451</id><published>2008-10-08T03:20:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-08T03:22:42.781+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i'm still stress over the same issue...&lt;br /&gt;can't slp..&lt;br /&gt;haven't been sleeping properly for the past few days..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i feel that...&lt;br /&gt;DREAMS ARE SO HARD TO BE REALIZED..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyway...&lt;br /&gt;i guess i'm giving up on it..&lt;br /&gt;due to many issues...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;however...&lt;br /&gt;this issue won't leave my head for quite some time..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so much so for stubborn...&lt;br /&gt;unable to think...&lt;br /&gt;immature...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haiz..&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-4884452117128651451?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/4884452117128651451/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=4884452117128651451' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/4884452117128651451'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/4884452117128651451'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/10/im-still-stress-over-same-issue.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-5028395841925809227</id><published>2008-10-04T04:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-04T04:43:40.678+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>poof!~&lt;br /&gt;can't slp...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;still pondering over the complicated matters...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-5028395841925809227?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/5028395841925809227/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=5028395841925809227' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/5028395841925809227'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/5028395841925809227'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/10/poof-cant-slp.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-7172462579327173190</id><published>2008-10-04T03:28:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-04T03:34:05.037+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i can't slp..&lt;br /&gt;my god..&lt;br /&gt;i'm urber stressed..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe i should just give up on studying..&lt;br /&gt;i don't even know what degree i'm interested in and good for me..&lt;br /&gt;totally useless..&lt;br /&gt;better off not thinking and work my ass off..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;plus the double degree is expensive..&lt;br /&gt;the single degree already add up to almost $70K..&lt;br /&gt;just imagine i can't graduate successfully..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think i worry too much..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no local uni + no overseas studies = no studies&lt;br /&gt;stay in sg and rot work..&lt;br /&gt;no more studying..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"think, decide and do..."&lt;br /&gt;it's easier to say than done...&lt;br /&gt;:"&lt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-7172462579327173190?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/7172462579327173190/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1509961450730107235&amp;postID=7172462579327173190' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/7172462579327173190'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1509961450730107235/posts/default/7172462579327173190'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/2008/10/i-cant-slp.html' title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-7440539680677035335</id><published>2008-10-04T02:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-04T02:33:39.821+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i just received a "statement" from me "lover"...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;"strength is u are very determine. if u r set out to do something, u go all out and make sure that u complete it by the end of the day.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;weakness is tt u r sometimes very strong headed. too stubbon to ask for help sometimes, will rather take 2 days to solve a problem than can u can just ask for help and complete it within a day."&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i'm think about my choice now...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' 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title=''/><author><name>estee</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06699042696508610488</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1509961450730107235.post-6586546073694740636</id><published>2008-10-04T01:37:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-10-04T01:37:47.756+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>argh..&lt;br /&gt;i'm a confuse child now..&lt;br /&gt;i don't know what i want..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe i'm too stressful that's why my stomach aches never stops..&lt;br /&gt;no medicine can help me ease the pain..&lt;br /&gt;like the chinese saying...&lt;br /&gt;"心病就需心药医.."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;travel overseas to study?&lt;br /&gt;or stop studying?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i really don't know...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;like what i was saying...&lt;br /&gt;my result is too pathetic for me to study in singapore..&lt;br /&gt;my result i meant my A level result...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;therefore..&lt;br /&gt;i'm in the state of confusion..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one of my secondary circle of friends told me..&lt;br /&gt;"go look for ur best friends, they are the ones who r supposed to love n support u&lt;br /&gt;if u can't find - sorry to say that - then u gota re-think about ur life.&lt;br /&gt;tt's y back to the basics - if the foundation is wrong, nothing will be right. get ur priorities right"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what one person told me was to consult my close friends or my family members..&lt;br /&gt;to that advise..&lt;br /&gt;i did..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but...&lt;br /&gt;the answers that they gave didn't give me any confidence nor opinions..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my family..&lt;br /&gt;my brother didn't give me any reply..&lt;br /&gt;my mom said she's worried and what about finance and she didn't really mind what decision i make..&lt;br /&gt;my dad don't meddle with my affairs...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my friends..&lt;br /&gt;think i should go..&lt;br /&gt;since i'm interested and it is best to pursue what i think is most beneficial..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but there is one who said to me..&lt;br /&gt;i might not be the material to study..&lt;br /&gt;i think it might be true..&lt;br /&gt;for my current result sucks..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and btw..&lt;br /&gt;i seldom contact all my friends...&lt;br /&gt;partially due to laziness and i'm utterly busy...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dunno...&lt;br /&gt;argh...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1509961450730107235-6586546073694740636?l=estee-lau.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://estee-lau.blogspot.com/feeds/6586546073694740636/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link 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